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I have my shortcomings, my share of sin, my flaws. But God is good. God loves me. He gave me you.

Getting fit or fat?

I am trying to get fit again after giving birth to my son Maverick. It’s hard juggling household chores while taking care of a 6-month old big baby boy. Before I am able to finish one task, he’s up and crying for playtime. His playtime revolves around trying to get up, practice rolling in bed, pushing his ass off trying to move forward, vocalization (screaming in frustration), and baby talk ( all drools and sweat). He scream and fake a cry,a begging move so all eyes and ears will focus on him. Yes, my son is an attention- seeker big baby. If he is awake and I’m busy doing something, he’ll scream and cry. And because of these, I rarely have time for myself. But hey, I’m not complaining. I am in heaven everytime I see his gorgeous smile. I fall madly in love in his laughter with all the drools in it. And no matter how many times I get hurt by my partner’s snide comment about me being big and all fat, I won’t trade my big boy for a skinny and whistlebait figure. Hell, yeah. Never! Maybe I’ll think about trading my partner but never this sweet bundle of joy that gave me my big love handles and fat figure. And that’s tempting!

hearts skippin’ beats

The heart of a wife

but she won’t unlock it
all dressed in white
and face in the blankets

The nights with the boys
the razor in pockets
the drives to work that don’t ever drive by

It’s a four letter word
and who’d ever thought that
a four letter word
would be so hard to spell out
and our hearts skippin’ beats
on edges of seats
we’ll take time when it’s up
but give up when it’s down

Freakin’ out about love
’bout love
about love
’bout love, no
not love
but love
about love
’bout love, no

We’re too cool for apologies
and we wouldn’t have fell
our emotional policies
and lookin’ glass selves
it’s a realization that we all need to find
it’s all in our heads when we’re changing our minds

About love
love
about love
’bout love
’cause it’s not love
love
about love
’bout love, no

Or if we’re not gonna mind
what’s lost in our chest
then I’ll spend all my time dodging yours I guess
’cause the life you’re denying me is a hole in my heart
and advice and society pull us apart

And at the blink of an eye
we’ll get the courts involved
and if you don’t like her eyes you just get ’em annulled
’cause the justice of the peace
losing its power
honeymoon suites to hotels by the hour

We take time when it’s up
but give up when it’s down

And it’s not love
love
not love
it’s not love
not love
love
not love
not love
no no
not love, oh
love
love
not love
cuz it’s not love
love
not love
it’s not love, no
it’s not love
love
it’s not love
not love, no
it’s not love
love
not love
not love

—————>>>>>About Love<<<<<———————-

“We take time when it’s up but give up when it’s down ”

How do you keep the fire burning when the storm is brewing in the East and it’s snowing on the West? How do you keep the music playing when you run out of melody and lyrics? How do you keep on living when some things make you question everything?

Just wondering…

soulmates

Two people who really connect don’t need to make love to show that they love each other. A good and sex-less conversation is a lot better… most of the time! But yeah, you get the picture.

Take chances. Love. Live. Have fun. Deal with the mess later. 

“I’m so mad at you. I’m really mad at you for what you did. But I’m mad at myself too. Because I should not have jumped out of that car – I should have fought for you. Because you fight for your soul mates.” – Cal

Because  people fight for their soul mates… Must I?  Because I was trying hard not to fall in love.

learning love at the exit door

” Are you okay?” Christoph asked when she came out of the bathroom.

She did not answer and just gave him a shrug. She stepped out and walked straight to the dresser. She can hear how soft the sound of her feet are. Funny her ears seemed to think that her heartbeat is sounder than her footsteps.

“Louise…” He’s waiting for her answer. Eyes looking directly at hers.